So much . . .Do I ask for too much?

There is much I am thinking about. When I am supposed to be reading a script (at work) thoughts flash through my mind to distract me. "What am I going to do to fix this?", "Can I wait to get my life the way I want?", "Am I being fair and good with my boys?"

I want to be comfortable in my mind and in my world. I want the people I care about to be proud of me. I want to be with someone that can think of no place they would rather be than in My World with me. I want to be the important person that plans get altered for. I cant be the strongest forever. A whole world gets very heavy when you cant share the load.