Life Comes at Ya
Three weekends ago I went biking. I had not been for a very long time. I should back up some here and get back to this part, so
Several months ago I had painful feet. I didn't know what the problem was but life was not good. Turns out that 9 months of standing on hard cement was not good for my feet. Despite wearing good shoes and getting orthodontics I have Plantar Fasciitis. That is a foot ailment that can hurt like a son-of-a-bitch! You cant actually go through life not walking on your feet. (trust me on this)I had to give up exercising, pretty shoes and being barefoot ever to try to heal. I have to wear some very expensive running shoes that are stabilizing to let my fascia (tissue that becomes inflamed and tears) heal. When I say wear I mean from the first step out of bed in the morning to when I climb back in at night. That is the first step to getting better. At least two months of this and more advice. Anyway, this is how my fun started and I get back to my bike ride.
So, I couldn't take the no exercise thing anymore! Anyone who knows me knows biking is a very important part of my life. I went for an easy no hills 13 mile bike ride. I felt sooo good I went the next day too - same ride. On Monday I woke up with a pain in my left calf. I though I had strained a muscle so I went about my life eating aspirin and icing. After a couple of days I noticed some weird "bruising" that a co-worker thought was veracious veins (hell no!) That's when I payed attention to what was going on. I got freaked when my bruising was traveling up the inside of my leg. I asked my mom and she said to continue icing. Sometimes it was not as painful but hard to walk correctly. (my job includes walking half the hospital every hour for 8 hours delivering meds) After over two weeks of walking like Igor, eating aspirin like candy and icing I actually felt I had my "walk" back! I was still trying to get my re-worked orthododitics back from Doc Bones. I called his office several times during the last week hoping my orthododitics had come in and I could stop by after work. He was gone for the weekend on a family vacation. I talked to his receptionist for a bit and told her about my bruise. She was concerned enough to call another doc she did billing for. After talking to the doc she advised me to get to a doctor today. It was 3:30 on a Friday. After making calls while finishing my short drive home and while home I could not find a doc or urgency care to see me. Thankfully I got health insurance to cover me while I am an on call Pharm Tech. Whew!
The short of my long story is I have a surface blood clot from my calf to my groin. At my groin it turns into a deep vein clot. That is actually the scarier part of Friday's trip to the ER. I was told if I had waited til Monday it's possible I would not be typing this post. Part of that clot can break away and go to my lungs. That is not good. I am on massive doses of blood thinner but as of the visit to the doc today it isn't making a difference yet. I was told to double the dosage of the by mouth medicine and continue giving myself a daily shot in the belly. (yuck!!!) I go back Wednesday before work to see if it has made a difference. The worse news is I can no longer take my sanity-keeping perimenopause away drug. I am feaarful of the weeping woman that cant cope with anything coming back. One step at a time. More later.
2 Comments:
As a freelance pharmacologist friend of mind used to say, we are creatures of chemicals. You're facing serious obstacles, but you've pulled through worse. I'm pulling for you!
Curt
Thanks for the positive words! However, I do fear that the worse is yet to come. I know the blood clot can kill me but feeling completely out of control emotionally is scarier to me. Been there,done that.
I have to take it one day at a time.
Marta
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