Nick

This is Nick in his school uniform. I picked him up for his last leave before graduation on Friday. I am soooo proud of him! He looks older and more mature than his 19 years. A few years ago I would never had dreamed we would be at this point. Pretty fucking amazing. This is my baby!

Ah, yummy . . .

I am pleased to say that the feeling is mutual. I hope to be on a date with my crush sometime soon. How cool is that. Makes me feel giddy and goofy at the same time. I can feel awkward when I really like someone until I see if and where it's going. We are still trying to exchange digits but keep getting interrupted . . . . grrr!

Stay tuned :)

Is Sunday my check in day?

Well hello all! I guess I am falling into a real-person-with-a-life pattern. I check in after my set days off from my new job. Things are going really well there. I really like it a lot and there are some very nice people on staff. We are going as a group to roller derby next Friday. It is such a wonderful work environment. I have tons to say (as usual) but gots to go.

Normal feels right

I had a super busy week at work and at home. Even with all that went on this week it was nice to go to work at a "normal" time and be home before dinner. Even though it was a long stressful week it was sooo awesome to end it with a movie. I raced home from work to catch the trolley with Wil. We were meeting Brian to see "Iron Man 2". I loved it! Brian and Wil said there were a lot of holes in the plot but I dont care - I loved it. I'm not sure if it was the hellish week and the need for awesome action entertainment or it was that good. No matter - I enjoyed the movie and the afters. Wil and I walked to Pizza, had great conversation and time spent together all the way home. If this is normal I think it feels right.

Am I 17 again?

I am in a serious lustation! I don't really know this guy but I want to have my way with him! It is embarrassing how lusty I am over this guy! I don't want to even ask him out since I know nothing about him. He does not wear a ring but he is too yummy to not have a girl friend! I do see him about 10 or more times a day since it is a small hospital. He is always nice and smiles a dreamy smile at me and we talk but I don't want to embarrass myself but thinking he feels the same. I wish I could stop undressing him in my mind and seeing that thought flash at odd moments. God, am I 17 all over again? This is crazy.

News to Ponder

Cougar Effect

This is the kind of news I like to read

Sunday is good

I get one day off this week but I am (mostly) okay with it. It has been a long week working both jobs usually on the same day but this next week it is just the new. The new job is days and by days I mean starting at 8am-9am not getting up at 5am. The rest of the beautiful story is no nights, I have the weekends off and get paid more that the evening differential from the old job! Yes, I will finally have a life!

Deeg is supposed to come over this evening to finish transferring the info from my 2 hard drives onto an external hard drive I got. I will put some stuff on the computer but not all.

Gotta decide what I'm doing today and go do it! Bike, go to Saturday Market with a girl friend, grocery shop, nap, clean house . . . oh the possibilities!

May

Happy May Day! When I was a kid (like a gizzlion years ago) we always made something at school related to flowers that we would give to our mommies on May 1st. When I got out of my SAMA training yesterday I was tired! (long week) I had to go to the store for a few things since I had to make my own dinner. (geez Wil!) I remembered it was May Day so I bought a wonderful bouquet of flowers for myself from Trader Joes. Simple joy for $5.99.

This might be TMI so be warned
At the SAMA training I met and groped and wrapped my arms around a new co-worker. (By co-worker I mean he also works at the hospital but we wont work together.) Normally I don't fantasize someone naked right off the bat but wow! This guy is wide and built solid! I just wanted to unwrap him and taste his chocolaty goodness! John Cena is solid and very muscular guy with a narrower waist. He is one of the acceptations on the "I dont like too many muscles" rule. Seriously, I am not turned on by a muscle bound guy but Me likey JC! This yummy guy that I met yesterday must of played football in high school/college and has kept in shape cause he is 45 and WOW. He can put me in a confinement hold anytime. ;)