Go with what you know

When an opportunity comes along take it or shut up. Since I am not having luck finding a job with my career of training and not yet sure (financially) about a career in real estate I am taking on manual labor. A gal's got to pay the bills. I am doing some interior painting. I may even get to do some decorating! I am already in charge of the color story throughout the house. I would rather be doing my own place but I gotta say it is very satisfying to have someone hear my ideas and totally dig them. It is fun for me.

I had a stressful Thursday. My phone was taking a shit on me, my parents wanted me to finish painting their Living room trim (for the love of the Parents) and I got very little details of this job but was misinformed that I had three days to do a whole house! I got stressed by it all - money worries, and needing a bike ride got me a bit grumpy. I breathed through it and thought all was fine. The next day I had a new phone, most of my parents job was mostly done (so they could put the room back together) met with my client and had a better idea of the job and I was looking forward to helping with door at Comedy Sportz. Bron,who runs the UK CSz, was in town! Besides, Bill was doing sound so the funnest guy in CSz (and possibly the world) was in 'da house! I enjoyed the show but at the end realized I had a migraine! I thought I would be okay but half way into the after hours show I got so nauseated I was going to toss my cookies! I had to go home and straight to bed instead of hanging out with Bron!

I had an appointment with my client at the paint store at 11am on Saturday so I and my posse ( I gots me a posse!) could start the job on Sunday. (yes, Easter) I was in pain but staggered down to my paint store where my client was waiting and got the essentials to start. I spent the rest of the "first day we had no rain and hit 70" hiding in my bed drinking my swamp water and taking a mix of all pain relievers to get rid of my headache. I got well enough to start the job. Even now on Monday evening I still have it but not the nausea so I can keep going. Stupid migraine!

I have more to say but need to put heat on the back of my head hopefully ease my migraine. Kiss!

Wheels on fire rolling down the road

I have to admit that my mood and energy is so much better when I cycle as often as possible. I think clearly, calmly and am generally more productive. My moods are a lot lighter than when I was working under great stress. No crying at the drop of a hat. Some of that was the peri meno but I think the stress was more than even I knew. The unemployment does weigh on the positive I want to feel. The three days in a row rain was tedious to the eyes and the mood - and lack of exercise. I even drove to Oaks to skate on Thursday and it was closed! "Leverage" was filming in the roller rink. That really pissed me off. The closer I got to the rink the more excited I got to skate and then wham. I stood there stewing for several minutes then trudged back through the rain to my car. Not cool.

I went out yesterday and really biked like the hounds of hell were chasing me! The last few rides have been stronger and faster than I have biked ever. It is strange because in my 30's I biked the a same strong speed like clock work. I did ride longer rides then since I had the time but never rode faster. In the older, bigger out-of-shapeness I am in currently you would not think I would be riding faster than ever. Puzzling (yes) but not complaining. I adore muscle memory (heart it in fact) and the feeling of a good workout. I hope the Spring weather dries out so I can "hit the road" more often. I need to paint flames on my bike or get new ink. Tough to choose.

update Diva style

How about a quick update?

I have not heard from Martin for well over a week. At first I was giddy when I got new e-mails. It really made me smile. The thing is he wrote with a lot of "..." instead of finishing sentences and thoughts. The subject of the e-mails never got very personal so it was not getting to know each other. There was sweetness but not really any moving forward. I answered him last and have not heard back. I was getting frustrated anyway so . . .

Had a job interview yesterday. It was with a fancy spa-like retail/Pharmacy. I don't have any retail Pharmacy experience which includes 3rd party insurance billing and compounding. I was hoping that my lack of experience would be over looked because of my shining customer service skills and current licenses in Pharmacy. I think there were 8-12 of us interviewing for 2 openings. I should have already heard back from them if I was in the running. They said they wanted to move quickly and hire by today. Since it is 4:30 I am not so hopeful. Honestly the only reason I got into the career is I was supposed to always easily have a job. It is interesting but not very creative. Which brings me into my next subject.

Anyone that knows me knows I love to watch HGTV. I love the design shows but equally enjoy the real estate shows. A couple times in my life I wanted to (or did) work in design and (almost) real estate. I met with a realtor in my neighborhood this morning. I wrote to her last week stating I was interested in learning more about being a realtor. I got a lot of information and things to think about. When I got home on CL there was an ad from the Company she was talking about (not hers) that is a great "group style" selling atmosphere - good for newbies. The ad is about how the company will cover the up front costs of the classes and license fees. I called the number and made an appointment to get more information on Friday. Don't get all worried people! I am not rushing into anything but getting information. I wrote her and sent her a link to the ad and she thinks it's a great opportunity. Her dad works at that branch.

I have a new re-purpose idea that would be storage too. I want to find a "free" kitchen cabinet that is free (so not an upper) standing so I can add locking wheels and possibly a counter space and "park" it next to the end of the kitchen. I can hide all the clutter that is behind the screen and not visible in the "Living room" but it sure is when you are in the kitchen! I think it will be useful when I move but for now I can put the micro on top and hide some of the small appliances that are currently on the limited counter space. It may take some time hunting in the free section on CL but it is part of the fun.

Not really having any luck selling my items on CL so far. After I posted my table 4 others popped up using a lot of my ad verbage and priced less - bitches! The only bites (but no follow thru) I have had is on the cabinet and the chandelier. I will re-post them Friday and hope to get new interest.

So you have been Diva'ed for the day!

Yo Quiero Sin Cara!

I enjoy watching wrestling when it's on however I don't appreciate the story lines. Sometimes I wonder how stupid do they think their viewers are? What I watch wrestling it is for the action! Last night they did not have my Rey Rey (Rey Mysterio) but a Lucha wrestler named Sin Cara. His match was rather short but I look forward to more matches in the future. The style of Lucha wrestling is so acrobatic! I occionally watch the spanish channel too see wrestling. Lucha Libre is awesome!

Okay, I do watch WWE for John Cena. I have said it before and I will say it again (for the cheap seats in the back) "I don't like a man with too many muscles." The acceptation to that statement is John Cena. He is just so adorable! He has persona, cute dimples, great laugh, great wrestling style and he is one of my favorite body types. No, not the muscles! Long waist-ed. It's just not fair how adorable he is! Santa Baby was not nice to me. He did not bring the new WWE DVD collection of John Cena for Christmas. I think I was good last year and god knows I put up with some serious crazy! I am a member of the Chain Gang, Yo!

Edge announced he had to retire due to possible life-threatening injury if he wrestles again. If that is true I feel badly for him. He was on both WWE shows last week announcing his retiring. He said he was not ready to retire. He did not like being forced into a decision but would rather leave on his own terms. I'm sure we can all relate to that sentiment. Edge "The Rated R Super Star" was not my favorite by any means but I appreciate his longevity in a tough biz. I did like the way he would enter the ring. I would like to think if I ever got that far into local wrestling I could of entered that way. I wish him good luck and enjoy life after wrestling.

It got me thinking about my own life and choices made for me. My DVT, unemployment and some relationships. Some choices that are made for you aren't bad or long-term but some have long-lived repercussions that truly change everything. I can really relate to Edge's statement about wanting to end things on your own terms.

8 mile Road

It seems like a dramatic example but I am feeling cornered. I need a job now. Jolly-go-lucky only goes so far but paying the bills is what the cool kids do. Eminem knew of what he rapped about. Send any good thoughts and prayers my way. I really need this job in a career I don't even believe in anymore

chandelier for sale

Chandelier re-wired for plug in (16 ft cord) and ready to hang. Brass and cool glass. I planned to spray the brass a different color. I washed all the glass pieces and re-wired it before I noticed I have cement ceilings in a rental. I tried to get a good pic but it was tough. I did not put all the glass pieces on since I was trying to balance piece to get a photo. $20.

Online Garage Sale

For sale on CL
I am cleaning up, cleaning out and selling what I don't need to help pay the bills. It feels very pro-active and responsible. Best of all I and doing spring cleaning and organizing that is much needed!


Black Leather purse size organizer.
Zips closed with cell phone pocket, credit card section, room for money and receipts/papers, outside zipper pocket and snap close. It has room for a small note book or calender/organizer. Soft
and durable. Gently used $5

Sexy Nine West Black
Leather boots
They were made for walking! Zip up the inside leg
and have a boxy type
toe. gently used
size 8 (paid 130.)
sell $15.


John Fluevog 2 buckle
Mary Jane (almee1)
Dress up or down and
comfy gently used
size 7 1/2 (paid 130.)
sell $15


Duncan Phyfe antique drop-leaf table. This piece has a lot of charm. Triple pedestal with Brass caps on feet, 3 original leaf inserts.Table measures 42 wide, 31 in long before opening drop leaves. Drops (16in each) opened up measure 62 inches total and then 3 additional leaves at 12 inches each and you can fit a mess of people and food! This piece is in wonderful condition! (I am the second owner) Love this piece but I cant open it in my little place. I did not think I would live here this long! This is too pretty to sit in a corner. $325. obo


















Some items not pictured.


Chandelier re-wired for plug in (16 ft cord) and ready to hang. brass and two types of cool glass. I planned to spray the brass base a different color. I washed all the glass pieces and re-wired it before I noticed I have cement ceilings in a rental. (I will even prep and spray paint it for you or with you. You buy the paint.) I forgot to take a photo of this and the glass. Will do it and post photo in a new post. I was soooo excited to find this and fix it up (did I mention I love re-purpose projects?) $20.

X-Files TV Season 3 DVD
(ended up with 2) $15.

More Online Garage Sale

As promised here is the online garage sale. Mama needs some money so I am releasing some goods. First photo is a Silver Plate serving dish I got for a wedding present 25 years ago! It has never been used! It has a dish that sets inside. My mom wrapped it is plastic wrap to keep it pretty. $20.

My mom had these Glass mixing bowls (set of 4) from the 50's. Perfect condition $30.

Oval Carnival Glass Bowl measures 12 in long, 8 1/2 W and 4 /12 T Mostly blue - very pretty The bottom has fruit relief $30


Vintage Teapot and 2 matching cups in fitted padded basket.
Super cute for tea or Saki on the go. Basket has cute close and lock clasp. $30. (Cargo in the Pearl sells this vintage baskets for $50. I got it in a cute shop)

Antique wood "medicine" Chest can hang on the wall or stand 15 1/2 W, 25T, 5 1/2 D This has never been painted but could be. The glass door has a latch so it clicks shut. I used this for girly stuff in my room and bathroom. It was bought for me as a spice rack. It would be cute by the front door for keys and stuff $35

If I chant for happiness mebbe it will make me feel better

I am always interested how listening to music and the lyrics click and inspire me. I know I have been in worse jams but when you are in the middle of it it is still harsh. I am trying to keep that in mind.

Job interview Tuesday.

Had a pretty good day-remembering to chant.

Miss me?

I have been busy . . . sometimes. I have had this unemployed biz hit me hard. I have tried to keep going forward in my usual positive glass-half-full manner but not always possible. I have not been as active in my projects as I should be given my time I have for doing! I just seem dazed by the time I take care of job hunting so I have tons of creative ideas and no mind left to follow through! Seriously working on changing that!! Thinking of all the times I moaned to myself I had no time for projects . . . enough!

About the time I was feeling a bit sorry for myself (dare I say that!) I read the Portland Magazine my Pops got the subscription for me for Christmas and discovered there is a new mini-series by a Portland film maker staring my beloved (and coveted for her luscious curves) Kate Winslet! The name is Mildred Pierce. It is a 5 part series. I LOVE IT (and not just because of my loved KW!) It was the single mother girl power story needed right when I needed it! I have enjoyed watching the story un-fold. I am only 2 more episodes from the end which saddenes me but all things must come to an end, right? Watch and see for yourself on HBO.

The last few days I have been doing some digging and re-organized with all I have stored in my bedroom closet. I don't have many clothes but use my closet for our second storage area. Some of it has had me scratching my head and asking "Why have I held on to this?" Needless to say I have gotten rid of things, made room and decided to have an online Garage Sale. Look for my next posts for descriptions and photos for your chance to purchase a piece of the Diva. I am also selling my coveted Dining Room table. I love it but it does not fit the space and I wont let Wil and his friends use it so it goes. I need to be real and liquidate what I can to stay put in my place for now. Bills keep rolling in and I get "top dollar" from un-employment but I am behind. My only problem fro now is my parents camera. I used it for photo taking but the software is not on my computer . . *rolls eyes*. Now I will go find and conquer this . . . *big sigh* Later dudes

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